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So I decided to get out my 2005 & 2006 yearbooks from IDCI tonight and read what people said to me. It’s kind of sad to think that out of all these people, I talk to maybe two of them regularly, the others are either sometimes when we run into each other or have an awkward facebook conversation, or never.

These following quotes are from my 2005 yearbook, and the most memorable:
“Sarah! (SXE Wannabe!)
OMFGZ I LYKE LUV U! hehe I’m so awesome and so are you. DOUBLE BELT IS SEXY! lol. Omg. Our walks at lnch are so sweet. And spending the night at KTL’s house! OH and Randi feeding us alcohol. Obviously we have toooo much fun together. Shows are the best with you. And windmilling & 2 steppin, yo. haha Sarah loves the guiche! haha Anyways your hott and I want your barbies!
Love Love Love Clarissa (the HXC one)”

Things definitely haven’t changed with this girl. Love love love her, except we don’t go to shows anymore and sleepover at my ex’s house, obviously. Randi moved to Montreal and I’m sure she still thinks I’m hot and wants my babies. Oh & double belt is SO not sexy. EW?

“Sarah G.
The first time I saw you, I hit on you and creeped you out. Then I forgot about you for a while. Now we went to subway and I signed your year book.
Ben Nielsen”

I’ll never forget when he hit on me. I was actually TERRIFIED and didn’t know what to think. I wasn’t used to guys hitting on me (I was getting out of my ugly stage at this time, haha sad but true). I still remember the subway lunch perfectly as well, it was me, Niall, Ben and Alanah… we skipped class I believe.

“SARAH! You doll!
I have had an amazing year and I definitely owe some of it to you! I’ll always remember hickies, VAGINA POWER, the sextuplets and the geek within you! We must hang out this summer, or I will likewise cry. Weezer meetup, new years (haha George.). Have a great summer (with me!)
<3 Paterson Hodgson”

Hickies, embarrassing. I showed up at school with so many of them on my neck and EVERYONE knew within a half hour. I swear I covered myself up. haha Vagina Power… the first few weeks of school, I hardly talked to anyone due to my shyness and being the new girl… my lunch table crew were talking about like feminism or some shit, and I screamed “VAGINA POWER!” and it was some of the first words anyone had heard me speak. hahaha Weezer meetup, we won’t go there.

“Saraaaaaaaah!
It’s the Matt and Sarah show! It’s been a great year, full of many twists and turns and drunken Mikeness and stuff like that. We all learned some very important lessons… I think… Have a great summer!
Matty Moskal”

Where the hell did he go? He literally disappeared from the face of the earth. Him and I were such close friends then bam.

“Oh Little Sarah.
How I do love thee. Remember the Unicorns and how I dance, the really fun times we had and the time when we played with an airhose at Mac’s.
Luff Always,
Mike Donohue”

AWW I LOVE HIMMM! We still talk once in a while and he’s still my favourite person ever even though we haven’t seen each other in years. I swear there is nothing to do in Ingersoll, hence why we played with an… air hose…”

“HI SARAH :) :) :) (bahaha KTL)
So I’m extremely happy that you moved to IDCI this year. I probably wouldn’t be such a regular “SCENIE” at the embassy/mutual building if not for you. Our search for the Devilman and gangsta rapping are etched in memory. AWW SKEET SKEET GODDAMN. Double Belt is cool. So is the Embassy bathroom! Awkward myspace people are hilarious too. I love you wanksta gangsta who robs da bankstas
Less than three!
Alanah”

First friend at IDCI and the friend I miss the most. Honestly so many amazing memories. Love that we were known as the scene kids back in the day… bahaha

“Hey Sarah! I remember one time at Alanah’s house you grabbed my body after I played gay chicken and it was funny and I laughed because you never spoke to me before that day. And that is how we met. Have a good summer and keep the touching of strange mohawked punk boys down to a minimum.
Jesse Fleming”

I swear I accidentally grabbed him. hahaha

These following quotes are from my 2006 yearbook:
“<3 SARAH GOWING.
I always write incredibly cheesy things when I don’t know what to say. So I apologize in advance. This year has been brilliant. Our friendship bloomed and you made coming to school a treat just to see you! Even though you won’t be here next year, I am positive that we will be great friends and love each other just as much as now.
You put a smile on my face Sarah Gowing!
Love on yah <3 Julia
(PS I keep showing people your grad bio cuz I’m in it!)”

I miss her.

“Miss Sarah Gowing
There is too much to write. Lunch walks. Going to shows. Shopping. It was an amazing year. Projects together, hangouts with friends, etc. It sucks that you are going to be gone next year and leave me by myself. You are a great girl, and I am thankful for myspace for meeting you. Anyways lots of hangouts this summer!
Love always,
Clarissa ANSTEE!”

I remember this making me tear up because I wouldn’t be there the following year! Love love love her.

“Keep ur Chevy ridin’ low!
Kody Redman”

AHAHAHA, this always made me laugh. He sat next to me in Travel & Tourism class, and drove me insane!

“Sarah is pretty and is funny.
Tyler Wallis”

ahahaha love him.

“Hey hottie,
I guess I’m supposed to say some cliche things like um… good journey! Best wishes! and my phone number is 51953WILD1. Hell yes. I’ll shut up, I love you little gamer girl with your pretty blonde hair. Seriously, two crazy teachers per semester and I wouldn’t be able to last in the classes without you. We’re sweet together, and this time we won’t fight because we are too good looking to fight.
I love you sweets,
Jen Scott =)”

Still my best friend, and we haven’t fought since we became friends again. :) Just so you know, that is my old phone number from when I lived in Woodstock. hahaha

“Dear Sarah,
Thank you for putting my name in your bio, you are the coolest old bitch I know, have a sexy summer!
Love ya, Danno”

AHAHA AWW DAN THURTELLLLLLL

“Dear Sarah,
You are small. You also have blonde hair. I’ll probably see you in the summer and foods has been fun. Good luck on all your endeavors and don’t touch little boys.
Love, Niall Collins”

I like how Jen wrote “love” in. Miss this boy. Also, little boys? Dammit, I need to stop going for guys younger than me… haha.

Something I noticed was the amount of phone numbers I got in these yearbooks… I never called any of these numbers except like Clarissa’s. ahaha Half of the people that gave me their numbers, I hardly knew! I miss high school sometimes.

My grad biography kills me.

Sarah Gowing
Thanks for the best last year of high school IDCI! AR’s house, New Years, the many many shows, Warped Tour, being the girl that “apparently” never talks, OCC!, lunch table crew, teamlafours, 2-stepping in the hallway, creepy myspace people and the famous lunch walks. Keep cool my babies! CA, JH, JS, NC, HP, SM, DANTHURTELL, JB, JF, WF, MM, SH, DL, JW. “Catch the wind, see us spin, sail away, leave the day, way up high in the sky.” – Led Zeppelin

I can’t even name those initials besides Clarissa Anstee, Julia Hodgson, Jen Scott, Niall Collins, Heather Pembleton, Sabrina Mitchell, Dan Thurtell, Jenna Brooks, Warren Fritzgerald, Matt Millson, Sunny Howdick, Jen Wolan…. who are the others? WTF.

Okay, must finish project.

in my time of dying

I’ve been miserable since my birthday. I have pretty much cried every day since it. I am feeling so much hurt because of some of my closest friends and just things happening in my life. I just really hope this ends soon, I haven’t had this feeling since early spring last year and I absolutely hate it. I feel like fading away for a little while… which I might do.

I feel like I don’t have anyone here I can actually talk to, I mean I have my hair girls that have become such amazing friends towards me but they don’t know my past and what I’ve dealt with. I mean, I did vent a lot to Edan last weekend but I just feel weird doing so since we haven’t known each other for that long and I don’t want to weird him out or scare him away, even though I know he wants me to talk to him and let everything out… Then my other friends, are just busy with their life and have their own problems to deal with. I just don’t want to be a pest I guess. I know I have Clarissa and always have, but I also know she’s dealing with some hard things herself. I love you. I wish I could talk to my mom about these things but honestly, I can’t. She’ll tell me to get over it or make a big deal out of everything.

Things are kind of sucking at home. I really just want to disappear for a while but you know, I have school and can’t do that. I really need a vacation. It’s just so hard to describe how I feel right now. I’m just so overwhelmed with everything. I felt like everything was on track this year and that I was finally truly happy… now these awful feelings have come back. I just wish I could easily explain how I feel and have someone completely understand me. You know?

I’m sorry to anyone that I start acting weird towards in any way, or end up snapping on. I know there have been a few people that I’ve done this to already. :( I’m just so on edge and everything is just going to get worse in a few weeks, exams are quickly coming. I don’t think I’m going to do as well as last semester which bums me out. But after exams, that means I get to have some sort of vacation. Maybe I’ll be okay then. Hopefully.

I also hope this sickness that I’ve had for a good month and a half goes away soon. I don’t have time to go to the doctor’s which is so frustrating. :( I am sick of this cough and snotty nose, ew.

falling, yes I am falling

Sunday night was absolutely incredible :) I adore this guy so much. I’ve said that before about other guys but this is honestly completely different. He is different than other guys. My parents like him, which is pretty unusual for them to like a boy I bring home… haha. They want me to invite him over for my birthday dinner… which my WHOLE family plus best friend will be there. Ahhh… hahaha. When I say my WHOLE family, I’m talking my grandparents, brother, sister in law, and nephew… yikes. lol I am going to need a few drinks for this situation. ahaha

I find myself smiling so much when I’m around him, or when I’m talking to him. :) I love this feeling.

I need a vacation. I’m sick of school. eughguisaga

I never know what to put as subjects.

I swear I’m going to try to update this almost every day, if possible. :)

Today was a really boring day. I had class from 9am – 11am, we didn’t really learn much. Took up a test, took up homework and then learned about decolourization, soap caps, and some other method of highlighting. It was pretty boring and a short class. I really hate the classroom we’re in though, it honestly feels like a friggen jail cell & I’m extremely claustrophobic. :|

Hmm what else… oh! My hamster is doing well! I never wrote about this but last week she was really sick and I was convinced that she was going to die. :( So my mom made sure she was getitng some sort of food and still hydrated… and she seems to be back to her normal self! Such good news. :)

I think I’m going to Hamilton this weekend to see a certain cutie again. :) I hope everything works outtt.

He’s perfect. :)

Edan is a cutie.

Edan is totally reading this. Hi Edan. :) <3

Poopies I'm bored.

Edan, come kidnap me. :)

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