I got so sick to my stomach last night as predicted. Grandma’s food is not a good time. I really hope she doesn’t read this for whatever reason… ahaha Which I doubt she does. I feel so much better after being sick though. That food was just not having it with my stomach… it was awful.

I’m so stoked. My mom made her DELICIOUS vegetable dip and cut so much vegetables up. D: Here I come red peppers, cucumbers, carrots and cauliflower… oh man. I’m watching the Oktoberfest Parade on tv right now. It’s… interesting. My heritage is weird. (I’m part German, btw.). haha

Umm, I can’t stop listening to T.I. Especially this song:

SPEAKING OF T.I. I was watching my soap and wtf, they had an ~entertainment update~ and it was all about friggen T.I. I was like OMG D: D: D: and died a little bit inside. THENNN just now, I went to check the info for whos going to be on the View (lol shut up, I like that show sometimes… ahahaha) and um T.I. IS FRIGGEN PERFORMING?! I love my life. He’s such a babe.

I’m in a good mood. I feel bad for snapping on someone though.. :/ My mood has been up and down today. D:

Happy Canadian Thanksgiving everyone!

Yesterday, my brother, sister in law and nephew came over for Thanksgiving. My mom is honestly an amazing cook and made so much delicious food. Turkey, stuffing, cranberries, mashed potatoes, carrots and peas, turnip, buns, gravey, raspberry pie, pumpkin pie and apple pie with homemade whipped cream! Oh my god, it was all heaven. I couldn’t stop eating all this food and actually felt like I was gonna throw up from being so stuffed! hahaha.

Today was a different story though. My parents and I went to my Grandparent’s for Thanksgiving there. It was the weirdest meal ever. My grandma is a TERRIBLE cook and I usually always get food poisoning from her food. We had cold roast beef with mashed potatoes, turnip casserole, some weird green marshmellow salad (wtf), canned gravey, buns and for dessert… birthday cake? It was my dad’s birthday on thursday but this is the first time they ever bought him a birthday cake. It was so random and weird, totally not a thanksgiving meal. I had an alright time there. We went to the cemetary to visit my Great Grandma’s and such. I miss them both so much. I can’t believe it’s been 10 years since my Great Grandma Gowing passed, and 9 years since my Great Grandma Fritz passed. It honestly feels just like yesterday. I started tearing up at my Great Grandma Fritz’s grave since it’s going to be the anniversary of her death this coming week. Thanksgiving was the last time I saw her, and my dad and I were the last ones to see her alive…

But on to happier news…

I’m absolutely in love with plaid shirts & dark nail polish as of late. Example:

Plaid & dark nailpolish <3 ahahaha along with a dorky face… and peace signs?

I need more dark nailpolish and plaid clothing articles though. D:  I wish I had more money. I really need to get a job again but wtf there’s like nothing around here. I’m going to be so in debt when it comes to going to college. D: Not stoked.

I really miss my good looking boyfriend and his kisses, hugs, touch, body, etc. I’m hopefully seeing him this coming weekend. It sucks being in a long distance relationship but he is so worth it. I’m not about to mope around and whine about how he’s so far away though. haha Sigh. It sucked being only an hour and a half away from him today… I so wanted to just skip my grandma’s and drive to where he lives. haha

He’s amazing.

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Life has been 100% perfect lately. Jesus. Saturday night I went to the bar with the Jessica’s, and some guys. It was honestly the most fun I’ve ever had at a bar. I danced soooooo incredibly much and I didn’t even get drunk! hahaha I told myself that I wanted to have sober fun and I did it. Everyone else was drunk, of course but that’s okay! hahaha

Two weeks until I get to see Allan. It’s so far away. I hope this week goes by fast… thanksgiving this weekend! SO EXCITED FOR SO MANY PIES AND TURKEY OH MY GODDDDDDD.

Just wanted to do a quick little update. I should not be awake right now… ahaha. I’m so dead tired. I’m dancing to Girls’ Generation right now, ahaha. I looove dem.

I really just need to type an entry out right now. I can’t even describe how happy I am.

The more I talk to him, the more I fall for him and I just can’t believe I’ve fallen for a guy so hard, this fast. He’s absolutely perfect towards me and we have so many things in common and can just talk for hours and hours on end. This is definitely something different compared to my last relationship and I really hope it’s something that is actually going to last. Getting into a relationship this fast was definitely not a mistake. He’s absolutely perfect and exactly what I need in my life.

We are already so comfortable around each other and I can trust him. Trust is something I have a huge issue with and just having someone in my life that I actually trust is an amazing feeling. He is such a good looking guy, and I’m just so not used to being with the good looking guy. I’m so used to being with the “decent” looking guys. He also has an amazing personality, that I just love and I’m comfortable to say disgusting stuff to him. hahaha We just… click. We clicked right after we met and couldn’t stop talking to each other.

Ugh, I’m happy. My mom is also so happy for me as well. Even though stuff didn’t go well monday after he left, she seems to like him either way. My mom never likes the guys I date, ever. My mom usually always tells me I’m too good for them and that I deserve better right when I get into a relationship, and she didn’t this time.

I love everything.

Well that boy I talked about in previous entries, came down sunday afternoon and wow. It was honestly amazing. His name is Allan and we are officially in a relationship. I’ve never been so happy before and he is just an amazing guy.

However, I know there are some people who are really concerned for me because I jumped into a relationship with him really really fast. We are both aware it was quick but it was what seemed right. I actually ended up crying so much yesterday because the way some people are acting about this really upset me. I was told that they just care and are happy for me, but it just doesn’t seem that way I guess… :/ I’m not going to let it get to me know. I’m a big girl, and I know what I’m doing. If it doesn’t work, it doesn’t work. If it works, then thats even better.

My families trailer is officially for sale. I actually started crying when my mom told me over the phone on friday. I mean, we got that thing when I was 6 years old and I’m now 21 years old. I’m going to definitely miss it but we have our house now to take care of and just don’t have time to go up there anymore. My grandparents sold theirs this year and my aunt & uncle are thinking of selling theirs next year. So really, there’s no point in having it. I’m glad that my cousin is looking into buying it though, keeping it in the family I guess!

Saturday I met Don Diamont, aka Brad Carlton from Y&R. Wow. I looked like a friggen tool. When it was my turn to meet him… I completely stalled. I just STARED at him. hahaha I looked like an idiot and he was just staring back at me and then finally I was like “OH HI MY NAME IS SARAH.” hahaha Good times. Jessica and I got his autograph and it was sweet. There were some really crazy and weird fans though. Ohhh god. Also, since this was at the casino, I decided I would try a slot machine and I ended up friggen winning $89!! That is the most money I have ever won… wait that’s a lie. I’ve won $150 in a 50/50 draw at my trailer. hahaha

Today I’m supposed to be going to the movies with Jen! haha Going to the movies with her is the best since well, she works at the theatre and uh free movies! hahaha I aint complaining. Anyways, I’m going to continue watching Y&R. Billy is so hot.

This is the best and most hilarious commercial ever. hahaha

This posted is dedicated to Jessica.

Everything in my life is actually slowly falling into place and it’s just really awesome!

I got accepted to Fanshawe College for Hair Styling. A year ago, I still wasn’t graduated high school and basically had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and I did not see my life getting this way. I made a promise to myself at New Years that I would change for the better and get somewhere… well I’ve definitely kept that promise to myself.

I’m really glad that I’m changing for the better and getting my priorities straight for once.

I’ve definitely met an amazing guy. I didn’t think that a guy that I’ve had on my msn list for years, would be someone that I’m so interested in. This is so lame but he honestly puts the biggest smile on my face and I can’t even remember the last time I got that feeling from another guy. I mean, when I was seeing Cody in the summer, I was happy but not THIS kind of happy. I constantly have butterflies, we talk all day basically… either it’s us texting each other or we are on msn, and I’m just always smiling when it’s happening. It really sucks that he lives around 3 hours away but he seems to be willing to put an effort into having something with me. I’m really excited for when he comes to see me, I know my parents are going to adore him as much as I do. My friends are so stoked on us liking each other as well which makes me so happy!

Anyways, I’m at Jessica’s currently and I’m going home soon! I’ll be back here tomorrow, hahaha. We are going to London on Saturday to see Don Diamont aka Brad Carlton from the Young and the Restless. We are seriously such fan girls. Stoked on getting a picture with him, hopefully.

I have butterflies for the first time since the beginning of Caleb & I’s relationship.

I honestly thought this feeling had disappeared forever. I really hope this is perhaps the beginning of something? Either way, I am liking it so much and I’m just going to enjoy it while it’s here.

I’m on my new macbook! Well I actually got it last week but just never got around to actually making an entry! haha I’m so in love with it and so happy that I don’t have to worry about my computer overheating all the time. yay

Currently I’m watching “The Holiday” with my parents. It’s a cute movie and it’s nice having a movie night with my parents for once. I need to start staying home on some weekends and doing this more often. haha I love my parents so much and love how close we are, minus when they are in bad moods… haha. I’m sure they think the same about me though.

In other news, I faced the ex yesterday. It was interesting and I realized a lot. I definitely got closure from it and it was something that needed to happen. I can finally move on and not worry about him. I really am better off as many people have told me. I was shaking so much and it really was one of the hardest things I’ve had to done in so long. I met someone cute this weekend, haha. Not that anything would happen with that but still. It’s nice knowing that there are good looking guys out there that also think you’re good looking I guess. I also met a lot of creeps at the bar last night.

Speaking of the bar, I went to Jim Bob’s with Jessica & Danielle. There were seriously so many creepy guys. I got hit on and I hated it. hahaha We then ventured off to Alex P. Keaton’s which I actually liked a lot! We didn’t stay long because we had to contact Jessica’s dad. We ended up going to Molly Bloom’s where we met up with Sam & Kaila! It was a lot of funnn. Jessica & I saw our favourite frat boy JC for the first time since Spring! He was excited (& very drunk) to see us. haha

I’m not even going to talk about the drama that happened that was completely ridiculous and pointless! I hate going to London because there is ALWAYS some sort of friggen pointless drama holy crap.

This entry is so random. I’m going to watch the movie & talk to Clarissa!

Tonight was honestly so amazing! I had my little date thing and it went so well! I can’t obviously go into details just because I know a certain ex reads this, sadly. I know he does because he brought something up that I had only written in here. ahaha…

Anyways, this weekend is Jessica’s birthday party! I am so so excited. I’m going over Friday night after I get my Macbook (ehehe!) and we are going to bake and shizzz for Saturday! I’m so glad that my friendship with her is so much better than it was earlier this summer. We were able to put things in the past and move on from the rough patch. It’s nice knowing that there are some people out there that can do that. I love you Jessssss! Since I know you’re probs reading this! haha

Okay must post, computer is obviously acting up again, as I said it would!