I think I’m gonna start writing in this again. It may not be as often because of school (obviously) ahaha but I just feel like it would be nice to have a place to write and vent again. I don’t know who reads this anymore but don’t really care…
So I completed my first semester of school two weeks ago! I’m seriously proud of how well I did. 4.0 GPA :) I’ve never been more impressed with myself than ever. I didn’t think I’d do this well, I have really low confidence in myself when it comes to school since I didn’t do well at all in high school, like at all. My parents have never been more proud of me before and it’s just an amazing feeling. It finally feels good to know that I’m not getting compared to my brother anymore. Infact, they are bragging to my brother about how well I’m doing. :)
Love life… I met someone incredible. Absolutely incredible. I’ve never been more happy than I am with him. We aren’t an official couple or anything but we’ve been seeing each other for a good month and a half now, going on 2. We go to the same college, except he’s in the heating and cooling class. I had no desire to meet him at first because I was “Boy Free 2009!” because of all the heart break I went through last year. So finally Holly and Kevan pretty much convinced me to meet this guy, and he ended up being so much better looking than I thought and ended up being super charming. We started off rocky because of a night I went to his place, he was completely drunk and didn’t speak to me but made it up to me completely. :) We were hanging out pretty much 2-3 times a week and I’ve slowly truly falling for the guy. I only wanted a fling with him but… it’s hard to resist. We are two complete opposites, he’s a farm boy and I’m a city girl.
Sad part about this, he’s leaving for the summer to go out west. :( I hate the idea of this but it’s something he’s wanted to do for a long time. I’m going to miss him so incredibly much and it’s just going to be a long lonely summer without him. We have our last hangout together tomorrow and it’s going to be so hard… bleh.
I don’t really have much else to say. I went on a random road trip to Maryland with Jessica and uh yeah him. It was fun minus something that happened. I’m still upset about it and upset about other things that deal with him basically. I honestly don’t care if he reads this. Prick.
OH I have brown hair now as well. Yay change.
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