Everything is just so awesome lately. =) I love my family, I love my best friend, I love new friendships and I just love life. ahaha So much ~love~

I finally figured out what I’m going to do with my life. It’s the best feeling ever finally deciding on something. I’m going to go to hair school or whatever somewhere. I’ve been looking around at schools in the area since I want to still live at home, as it’s much cheaper to do so. Once I get a job, mama and I are going to put our money together and get a small car. =) I love that I’m finally graduated from high school, I honestly put it off for way too long but I had so many issues and just needed a break from school for a while. I’m really excited for the next step in my life.

Something that isn’t awesome is my computer. It only works for 15 minutes at max. It overheats so fast now and theres nothing I can do about it… well I could take it to get it fix but it’s honestly not worth it. I’ve already taken it in to get it fixed for the overheating thing… ugh. It’s apparently a known problem for my model of laptop. Boo. I think I’m going to save up my birthday money I get for a new computer, hopefully a macbook. I need away from pc!

Until my birthday! haha I’m really stoked about it but I can’t believe I’m turning 21. I feel like it was just yesterday when my friends had a surprise party for my 13th birthday. I can honestly remember that night perfectly and who was there. Jen, Erica, Alyssa, Sara, Mike, Jeremy, Zach, etc etc etc. I miss those days so much. haha
Summer is going amazingly well for me! I’ve been having the time of my life, while trying to find a job. I get to go to Canada’s Wonderland on the 20th of this month and perhaps go to Collingwood with some awesome people for four days. I’m really excited for my birthday weekend, it’s going to be one big drunk fest. Well, I plan on it being so, since I could use it. hahaha
I dyed my hair last night, it’s the same colour as usual but it turned out better than ever. The highlights look really good and my hair isn’t a redish tint this time! I’m getting a hang of this whole ~highlighting wand~ thing, woo. Also last night, my brother, sister in law and nephew came over! I can’t get over how much my nephew has grown since the last time I saw him. He is starting to talk, but it’s just a bunch of giberish right now. He’ll look at you and start speaking geberish and he’s basically trying to tell you a story and it’s just so adorable! I love little babies so much, I want one. hahaha But not for a few years…

I don’t really have anything interesting to say! I’m just rambling about life and such.

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Good times.

I really wish I could write about why I have been in such a good mood lately, and not letting anyones problems get to me at all. I just don’t want it getting spread to the wrong person but everyone that is important and that I trust knows whats up. haha I’ve had the biggest smile on my face since tuesday and it’s just an amazing feeling. Last night was absolutely perfect in each and every way. I wish that every night was like that. I feel weird talking about something that you guys don’t even have a clue what it’s about… ahaha. Oh well!

This weekend has been pretty awesome. I wish that I had a way to Woodstock right now. My parents are away for the night at the trailer leaving me with Matty and Whitney. Booo. Jen and Kirk came to visit me earlier, since I was feeling bummed out a tiny bit and worried about a situation but I’m not letting it get the best of me, just staying 100% happy! I should have went with them to Woodstock and I could have cabbed it back in the wee hours so it looked like I never left home, ahaha. Boo.

I don’t have very much exciting news! Besides the fact that I’ve been super duper happy and I honestly don’t want anyone ruining it, in fact I don’t think anyone can! I don’t need peoples drama anymore. I love the new people that I’ve been hanging out with lately.

I’m still alive. I’ve just been really busy lately and plus, my computer hasn’t exactly been working right, not that I really care anyways. haha It’s nice not being online all the friggen time. I mean, I’m always on msn on my phone but doesn’t mean I’m actually there!

So I finished school on monday, what a great feeling. I get my report card sometime next week. Once I get that, I have to apply to graduate! You don’t even know how exciting this is. I’ve honestly been waiting for this moment for a while and I’m glad it’s finally done. I was supposed to go job hunting this weekend but I got so awful news last night. :/

My cousin Dorothy, who we just found out had cancer last month and only had 6 months to live, died yesterday morning. She only lived one of the months that she was given. It’s so sad and my mom is so upset. She can’t handle losing anymore relatives and it’s just awful having to see her go through this. Every year since 2005, she’s been losing someone close to her. So I have to attend her funeral on Saturday morning. Sighh.

Aside from the sad news, I’ve been the happiest I’ve been this week in so long. So many good things have been happening and it’s a great feeling. I hope this one thing ends up happening and working. ahh

PS I use an excessive amounts of smilies, good lord.

As most of you know, I live out in the country and have to put up with pesticides all the time as I have a giant farmers field behind my backyard and live by many more fields. I’m honestly really attempted to post this on the mailbox thing up by the community centre I live by. I’d definitely have to do this at night so no one would know who it was, because I might get stabbed with a pitchfork. I hate most farmers in my area.

We lived without them for years, so why are they so important now?